i gonna love you guys!

heihei..
holidays had ended.
hais. siians.
it ended so soon.
and i'm definitely still slacking.
however, a new term has just started.
homeworks homeworks and more homeworks
will be given.
i feel like going to SENTOSA again!

7.00am at home;

i woke up all of a sudden

cos i think i dreamt of marcus waking me up.

phew.. that's scary.

my mum was drying put the clothes.

then i went to try the outfit, see which one suits the best

for the day.

in the end it looks likeSHIT.

10.00am at amk station.

i din know that all of them board the train and i alight.

then i board the train.

went to SENTOSA,Palawan Beach.

me vivian hwee sim sok lei huihui keekoon joycelin liuzhen.

finally and last of all,

the only boy; MARCUS LEE CHUN MING!!

haha.. he's the organizer anyway.

Finally we reached Harbour Front.

now heading towards The bus stop to sentosa!

he packed all the food.

but we kept all the food. and did everything for HIM!

freaks. but nvm.

we are LADIES anyway!

Finally we reached

the beach!

of cos MARK will take care of everything.haha.i was the one taking photo.

realised that i wasnt in the picture just now.so i took one of myself. TA-DA! we are playing the frisbee.

basically we had lots of FUN!

we all went over the bridge. the other girls were waiting already at the other side. see the small group on the right?haha. they are the ones.

on our wayback to our our grounds.
we saw chinkok and danial.haha.
haha.
danial act macho.


when we came back. i lied beside mark.
haha.
so i copy him.
me on the right. he is on the left.
he was on the phone.
wanted to disturb him, but he's so serious on the phone.
so i entertain myself. siians.

i later went to play volleyball.
then a couple came to play with us.
they are pre-U students.
volleyball players.
the girl tot i was from a volleyball team.
cos she said i've got the basic skills, at the least.
haha. not so bad afterall.


it rained. so we played with the sand.
huihui did the most.
i laughed until like crazy.
she was proud to make all those werid thing.
she's a pro at that.



haha. so these are the products.


that is rather lame. haha
but nvm.
huihui loves it. and she dun wish to be on the cam,i think.






boring bahs?
after that around 6.00pm, we went to
Harbour front.
haha. me and lz shop while the rest went to eat.
nice one. alot of branded stuff.
haha. i will go again. to SENTOSA!

i read jo blog.
basically i'm having the same feeling as her.
you know something.
its really stupid.
well. i dunno what is he thinking.
or should i say ppl who falls in love
have no sense, cos they
never know what they are doing,
they tot they did the right thing.
he tot he think the right thing.
RUBBISH.
someone who stabbed.
in front of me, he was a devil.
next he became an angel.

today went out with jo jl rbn.
haha. they simply rocks lahs. haha.
watch a movie RV.
not bad. but a bit quiet.
met them at around 2pm.
just before that went to find vivian and
koon to pass vian the mp3.
later went up to GV meet jo n guys.
son say he's coming.
but he didnt.
at first tot he bringing ys along.
but didnt. he went out with his friends.
fuk flirt.
i changed my mind.
at first tot not so bad.
but i guess not that way.
the 4 of us gossip like
unles and aunties.
jl was like nb cb etc.
jo only egg egg egg.
rbn: all of the above.
i din really say anything.
just sound effect hah norh!
like that loh.
aiya. i also agree with them.
somehow hate both.
stupid stupid more stupid.
liers liers liers.
hey. afterall still the same old phrase:
"NEVER BELIEVE LOVE at this age!"
the one who make promises are
usually the one who will leave.
therefore dun even dream of "live happily ever after."
dun tell me you really think it will come true, s.
it wont. so why waste time?
jo was like,
he's damn a flirter.
one. two. three.
three-timer.
what sad. sad. no no.
i was stupid to be sad.
waste my tears.
i rather keep them to myself.
haha! for heaven's sake, huiyu,
dun cry for such a person like
him.
its not worth it basically.

the above words are of no offence.
its my own conclusion.

and ya!
one last thing.
i hated the clown!
i hated the RONALD MACDONAL!

jo,
somehow ah. when i recieve
the news right,
i dunno should i say it was good or bad.
you could say i'm selfish. partially only. but majority
not selfish lahs.
looking at my point of views are:
1. it is good.
2. it is bad.
3. no neutral.
its like, so sudden, you see.
he say she will come back.
she say i dun love you anymore.
the man then love him until like heaven and hell.
while the girl was in heaven.
but yet, 3mths later,
she realised she needs him back.
so how about the 2nd one?
isnt it too fast?
ya miracle could happen like what he says.
but will it really last long?
i have many questions unsolved regarding these.
not only on his case but
the general view.
boy say "i wan to propose to you tmr."
gilr says "wait for two more weeks."
jo, is really two wks enough?
it never enough for me.
we are still young right.
at the age of 15,
how are we so sure we can last long?
y do i see ppl stead one mths or two?
shouldnt they last for 2 yrs or 3 at least?
at least it doesnt give other ppl an impression that
"i" am a very open girl.
well. you see what i mean?
so my conclusion is that
realtionship isnt short term but a long term thing.
it comes from the heart
and there's no regrets.
also you got to pay a price for it.
you got to be responsible.
it might last 2 yrs only.
but at least you wasnt playing a fool with relations.
aint i right?

day one.

730am: we reached tian hui to assemble.

400 people all together.

the organisers

the helpers. the participants.

the whole group of teenagers went to NTU for a camp.

it's the anually B-camp.

1015am: we set off to NTU.

in the bus we sing songs. and played some games.

11am:

assemble again.

collect keys. put all our bags.

well. its almost noon. so we had our lunch together.

but we could only cheer before we eat.

there goes the cheer.

firstly, my group is 发心组;

early morning six o'clock.

(echo)EARLY MORNING SIX O'CLOCK!

FA XIN charges off to fight.

(echo)FA XIN CHARGES OFF TO FIGHT.

all united act as one.

(echo)ALL UNITED ACT AS ONE!

Fa Xin will win the world this time.

(echo) FA XIN WILL WIN THE WAR THIS TIME!

(all) FA XIN WILL WIN THE WAR!

FA XIN WILL WIN THE WAR!

FA XIN WILL WIN THE WAR!

WOSH!!!

GOOD CHEER RIGHT!?

haha..

all cheers are good!^^

we ate our lunch.

at around 1pm, we started off with our

first activity: ice breaking games.

these games are to put all the team members together.

so we can know each other.

however, we cannot touch the boys.

the boys cant touch us.

we cant even hi-5.

basically, this rule was pass down by generations.

neither can we exchange numbers.

afterall, we are there to learn.

so , all our seniors dunencourage us to change number.

at night, we went to stations that actually

tell us how impt our family and friends are.

so we must cherish them.

two unforgettable stations.

one was BGR.

the other was FAMILY.

BGR; they teach us how to differentiate like and love.

do friends love each other or like each other?

you love him/her or like him/her?

questions like that.

it's good. educational mahs.^^

FAMILY;

they keep asking you questions qhile you close your eyes.

it's really touches my heart.

why do i say so. cos,

they ask you;

look at your family photos.

"are they as happy as before?"

"do they still smile like this until today?"

"look at your parents faces,

are they happy or are they sad?"

"if they are happy, does that mean you respect them?"

"you did not talk back to them?"

"or are they sad?"

"why are they sad?"

"what caused them to be so sad?"

"did you caused it?"

"is it your direspectfulness?"

"will you say sorry?"

"will you say i love you, mum and dad?"

"will you be able to take these family photo again?"

"what will you say to them?"

etc. etc. etc.

keep looking at the photos.

keep thinking of these few questions.

i cried. cried.

its really hurt me alot alot.

then they asked us to say what will we say to our parents to say we are sorry.

one guy stood up.

he was our leader.

he said, " mum, dad, i'm sorry. i was playful.

i was naughty. i didnt know that i had hurt you so much.. i'm sorry!"

the other girl up as well.

she said" mum dad . you have been working for days.

you havent been resting.

every night you came home, you said you had so much things to do.

sweep the floor. wash the clothes.

you never had a proper meal. but yet i still ask you to do the chores all becos i'm lazy... i'm sorry.."

at that moment. i cant bear with my tears.

it just roll down. i couldnt stop it.

a tissue wasnt enough.

when everything calm down finally,

we adjusted our emotions then went back to assemble.

we had our dinner and some lessons after that.

its 7.30pm.

the rest of the activities ended at 11pm.

but we could only bath after 1130pm.

cos theres not enough time. around 1230pm then slp.

its heaven when you could slp so "EARLY".

day two

630am woke up.

becos we have to.

very tired but no choice.

its was a da chang jin ski.

a nice one. they uses da chang jin as a role model for everyone of us.

like going to the different stations to get the eight diff herbs

becos Majesty was ill.

we acted like da chang jin to colect the herbs.

luckily we got diff ones.

we play games to collect them.

in the end, your majesty was recovered.

and that should be the story.

everyone keep say " i'm starving!"

cos we didnt eat anything but drink from lucnh time till we had our dinner.

6.30pm till 7.15pm.

we had to eat our dinner and practice the songs and the performance done by all the 10 grps.

theme was "superband"

ours wasnt a bad one.

cos the judges was the MAJesty,her highness, your highness.

they were stricter abit.

there goes our CAMPFIRE!!

the best programme of all!

ha. the three judges were dressing like da chang jin character like that.

got Cui pan Su, Zhang de ,

Cui shang gong, han shang gong, changjin,

and jin yin.

here's the show!

POP!

we cheer every after team had performed.

one hour later or so,

we all sit in 5 circles.

sing all the songs,

learning the new cheers.

ITS EXTREMELY FUN TO THE Highest point!

all cheered and lost their voice on the 3rd day.

Day Three

we assemble at 730am. but were late and drag till 830am.

we ate our breakfast. a quick one.

930am, lessons go on for us.

its something good.

when it ends at about 130pm, we took our bags from the rooms.

change our shirt to the yellow one.

when i reached the hall, everyone was wearing yellow.

very bright.

but it seem so united. and i love the feeling!

cheer and cheer and more cheers

haha.! we r fighting against one another.

but everyone will still encourage each other.

3pm,

here come our bus.

but oh no, we werent ready yet.

we haven take a photo of the entire group.

400 of us, quickly set down and took 4 photos.

as the buses were here alresdy, we didnt take much.

345pm, all left NTU.

430pm we reached tian guo.

^^

5pm i went to meet jl rbn jo and son.

they were at ps. at 630pm, we left cos all need to go back early.

haha. not so bad. there's something to talk within me jo and jl.

but son, a bit. like. aiya.

you know.

both of us are like bull vs bull.

dun dare speak up.

like that no good.

perhaps i have to apologise of what i'd said.

i didnt think of his thoughts.

i'm too much in many ways this time round.

i dreamt last night.
it's a stupid dream.
i was a dog.
a loyal and faithful daog, i could say.
no joke. that what the dream was about.
me, my owner and his friends were together.
but we were escaping. i dunno why.
someone catching us to somewhere else.
i dunno why.
we just run.
life is important aint?
when we hind in a tunnel.
we tot we could be saved.
but no way.
life isnt good in the first place.
soon, a dog appeared.
he was much larger than me.
i think nothing but to protect my owner and his friends.
so i run and bark as loudly as i could.
my lungs almost broke. but i still bark.
the dog was a bit scared.
but the dog wasnt afraid.
in fact i was.
he bark even louder than me.
*wooh*.
i tot i would lost my live.
i want to tell my owner to run away first.
BUT MY MUM WOKE ME UP!
argh..
i wonder who is that owner?
a man? someonw i love?
or is this dream simply dog and owner??

9 june2006

oh. we went to kbox.

me.

marcus.

hweesim.

deyang.

vivian.

we are crazy.

eventually and basically.

i dunno why.

we scream and shout like hell into the mike.

oh man.

at first i tot was 6 bucks.

but for member ONLY.

but never mind.

and vivian got to leave early.

so, we sang until 8pm.

it was a total of 80+ bucks.

each was 15 bucks.

and vivian wan me to pay for her.

so what?

i'm PAYING FOR HER!?

what do you think?

haha..

OF COS! NO WAY!

i'm not rich okays?

its the holiday. come on.

you're joking!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOYCE!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, WENFA!!

11JUNE2006

just now went to sengkang.

haha. it was my religion lesson.

cos we've got a simple test. and we passed!

so we managed to cross over the bridge.

a man made one.

lasted for around an hour or so.

and haha.

Liuzhen and ning and Joyce called me,

handsome boy.

hey. ist that what huihui called me?

"ah BOY!"

HEELLOOO!!?

i'm not, okays?

aiyos. but never mind. haha!

^^

i swear i will hate you for life.
you should have listen to me.
the one who broke with me wouldnt live good.

thanks darrell.

haha. you bought it in china?

it's nice actually.

just that.. my hair now..

Great.
Firstly, my hair look like that.

NEXT, i cut my hair until like tat.

everyone see that.

haha!! then i finally cut this!

i still think this one is the best liao.

easy to handle.

In the mmidnight, i watch vcd.

it was ji jin hee.

haha.. nice show. but compared to full house,

it lose a bit ahs.

watch from 11pm to 630am.

i, alone, vcd marathon.

my mum woke up. AND watch with me.

then she asked me to slp.

finally, i slept for 3 hours.

the group had just came back from beijing.

haha. you know what i'm going to do.

wahaha!!

1030am, i reached the salon.

she helped me cut the same one.

hee.. the above spike one was the outcome.

you gonna be shock man.

1200pm, i reached city hall.

i was alone. so i called huihui.

she called sok lei and vivian in to conference.

we chat for 2 hours.

i msg jo. but she's watching movie liao.

aiya. so i went back home. and huihui hurried me to go back.

i dunno why.

then what can i do? i went back home lohs.

^^

hee hee.. i cut my hair!! yeah.

yeah yeah yeah!

its not as ugly as i think.

so-so nia.

what do you think.?

before & after.

before...

... after.

so what do you think about that?

which one nicer?

so many people went overseas
or going overseas soon.
i should have go to china when my mum
ask me to. issit that better? at least i wouldnt feel so lonely.
anyway. its okays..
just wait for them to go back.
and you know what i'm going to do.
*winks.